Holiday Season

I thought I would be more excited about my first Christmas with a baby. Right now, I seems like a lot of work and I am feeling very grinchy.  I don’t even want a tree. My husband wants one, so we will get one and I do want the family around the tree picture, I just don’t want to put in the effort. I want to wrinkle my nose and have it appear like Samantha on Bewitched.  I am excited about getting more cloth diapers for presents though, I set up a registry and everything. I think my problem that normally I love finding that perfect and creative present for someone and I don’t have it in me this year. I just have other things on my mind. It will be a socks and scarves kind of Christmas at my house this year. I did buy Spencer his stocking today and after I got home I realized that I bought him the exact stocking I would have wanted as a child. It is a little sparkly with red and green rick rack. So cute.